Always..

While I am at work, with someone or alone, travelling or even in my sleep...
My eyes look out for you in the Crowd.. 

I know its not right to grieve over something that you can't change,,, May be I am strong enough to Live without your Presence in my Life... 

BUT,,,

I do need to Know if you are Fine..

I do need to Know if You are Smiling..

I do need to Know that you are Happy and satisfied with your Life...

Even when You were never there to share My happiness or look after my Sadness.. Still I Miss your Presence.. Funny Still Not funny though...

Sometimes I want to know if you miss me as well and Sometimes I don't want to know if you are missing me or not as I am Fine pretending you are..

Sometimes I wonder if what we had was real or not..and  sometimes i am convinced it was not and sometimes I pretend it was because Life without Hope would seem Worthless..

And

I wonder if you need me to be Happy or not.. I wonder if you would forget or would lock me away in your heart for lifetime as a faint memory.

In all this hundred and thousand of sometimes and maybes what is certain is that I still not able to take you off my mind and heart &

I Miss You & I Always Will..."